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I can’t believe how happy I have been for the last… month and four days. I honestly never thought in a million years that I would ever get to be this happy again, but I was proven utterly, completely, fully wrong. I feel as good as I did in August 2009. I do feel as though I’ve just wasted so many months being unhappy but I have accepted that it was out of my control and I am so thankful to be feeling this way again.
I really like who I am. And I don’t mean it in a conceited “I’m so hot” kind of way (although…). I just mean it in the way that I am comfortable with who I am. I an confident in myself. I think I am a good person- I am by no means perfect but I think that for the most part I do well, and I make good choices.
I truly hope to never feel that way ever again, and now that I know what caused it I hope that I can do everything in my power to avoid it again.
I look forward to seeing how great life will be from now on, especially in these next few months as everything continues to fall back into place.
