I’ve recently rediscovered anger. I’ve spent a lot of time, trying not to be angry about things, and holding in my frustration and focusing on “seeing the other persons perspective” but really, sometimes I don’t give an F and I just want to be pissed off. I’m pissed off that my Philosophy prof was unclear on her expectations of the assignment and gave me a B+ on my paper (I usually get high A’s on them). I just like to be pissed off sometimes and I don’t think there is anything wrong with that. In fact, I think that I get mad, and get it all out, and then I’m cool much sooner than if I had tried to refrain from getting mad.
I think I’m going to try really hard to not care as much about how the other person is feeling in dissagreements and arguments because it takes way too much out of me since I can’t control the way they feel.
